when you walk along the ocean at night...

...have you ever noticed that the reflection of all lights seems to radiate right to you? the moon, any buoys or boats, any planes or bright stars -- all leave this trail in the water that leads directly to you...

don't feel too special -- the ocean gives everyone that treatment.

when you walk along the ocean at night...

...do you notice the absence of everything but the waves? there's no way to tell anything is out there, until suddenly it's surrounded in white foam.

we see no objects, only interactions.

when you walk along the ocean at night...

...do you feel that churning, inky black formlessness extend away from you for thousands of miles? the power and white noise that is the roar of the waves, does it call you?

give it all the chaos and turbulence in your life -- let mother ocean wash it away and make it her own.

no determinism

fleshy slip-n-slide

silenced demon

what baptism should be

11-sep-2001

eyes open

shrub shite

teeth and suicide

do you connect?

local anaesthesia

chemical down

astronomy domine