i'd had an essay here about how iraq's rejection of the u.s. dollar as the basis of exchange for its oil in favor of the euro was the basis for invasion. big bad bully country can't actually compete, nor can it stand the thought of losing control, so send in the troops. the only thing giving the dollar solvency with our huge deficit was being eroded. of course, we don't stop deficit spending or anything logical like that. but that essay was accidentally overwritten. damn fumbling fingers.

so much has been going on. if you want more details, they're likely available in my livejournal. i've been updating that fairly regularly.

here's a quick update of where things have been/are:

and, as far as getting into astrophysics, the only available study at usc is in helioseismology. it's a start, and one i will take advantage of. everyone else seems to be interested in string theory -- which is funny considering how much the "theory of everything" was an obsession until i had gotten through my manic swings. the big decision is whether to do a combination of theory and experiment, or pure theory. we'll see how that turns out.

but yes, i'm back on the path i want to be on. now, back to studying for finals.

resolve #1

sun worship

when you walk along the ocean at night...

no determinism

fleshy slip-n-slide

silenced demon

what baptism should be

11-sep-2001

eyes open

shrub shite

teeth and suicide

do you connect?

local anaesthesia

chemical down

astronomy domine